Today I am whole again!!!

While I have allowed myself to be turned into something other than I am, there has been a part of the real, true me crying to get out. I have allowed myself to be coerced to act and react in ways that are not me. I have allowed myself to forget the significant part of me that has been extremely important to me. Today is the day that this will change, and that I declare that I can no longer allow others to determine me.

In life, we choose our lot by the reactions, and actions that affect our being, our own little sphere in this large world. At times, we even forget the true inner person that we once were. That is something that will only undermine the ability of one to be honest to him.

I have helped people to find their dreams, to believe in themselves, and to have the strength to be strong. Today, I react to my surroundings, with no foresight to see the obvious until it has over taken me. Today, that changes. Today, I will take myself back. Today, I will no longer allow others to determine my attitude, my ability, or my desire to live and succeed.

Today, I become me ONCE AGAIN…

A smile on my face, positive in my heart, and the ability to help my friends, neighbors, and strangers alike to see goodness in everything around them. Today will be my day to create the foundation for my tomorrows. Join me in taking the first step in each of our lives to become ourselves once again. Today, shed off the fallacy that others have created for us, dress in our own ability to live, love, and share. Today, I will depend on no one, except that of my God, and today, no one will have me feel the need to defend who I am…Today I am whole again!!!

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No, I do not Think so.

Would God be hateful if he was here?

Would God describe people as worms?

Would he allow hatred to rule his day?

Would hatred be in the words he would say?

No I believe God would be loving

Would God be secretive and conniving?

Would he walk away another

Would God try to hurt a sister or brother?

Would God be offering vengeance rising?

No I believe God would be caring

Would God want to use his grace?

For a way to put people in their place

Would God give others hurt?

That would not be his fort

No I believe God would be giving

Would God be so judgmental?

Would he spend time venting to all?

Would God be mean and full of misery?

Would God spread rumors he knew not to be?

No I believe God would love his enemy

Would God turn his back on those he loved?

Would God use others to get himself ahead?

Would he spend his days not being real?

Just so he could get a thrill?

No I believe God would show humility

Would God want his children to be?

Any reduced amount of a family

Just because they have a terrible plan

And want to join a terrible clan

No I believe God would want them to change their way

So many say they are of God

They spend their days using his name

For no other purpose than to gain fame

It is blatant and sickening to see it here

For the real you, is no secret by your actions

You have turned your back, but preach a fiery word

The Satan of the world, you have become

With evil and hatred, you, a friend are now one.

Disgrace on you, for you dupe no true soul

Dishonor on you for your indulgence in hurting others

Essence of minister, consciousness of disciple

The ungodliness is truly quite ripe though

Your apparition transpires as a plague

That shall follow you to eternity

To make amends begin with your enemy

For you prepared the pasture

That you forage within

No Cross of love will shine upon

Those who spit on the spirit

That is love and true Creator

God is never fooled

His tears of sadness do fall

Your blatant hate of another soul

Will lead you to a life far below

For God is love and forgiveness

For God wants all to follow his teaching

Not the hate and meanness you been preaching

Your soul, you have allowed to be soiled…

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Father

Father, I do not know what to do

For so long my mind has been plagued

My soul vehemently tortured

My happiness taken from my heart

What shall I do?

What will I say?

What is there left for me?

I fall on my knees with no strength to carry on

No idea of where to turn, what to think

I know you are carrying me, but when will it stop

When will this torture finally end?

I, in my hour of need call your name

I need an answer

I need to gain my faith

Father, this is my time of need

I know that you see

What shall I do?

How shall I go on?

I see the finish line

It is so far, where is the strength

That I need at this moment

Father, I need to know

Father, I need your help

Father, I need you

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A CHRISTMAS WISH PRAYER

As Christmas wraps its love the world over

May our day be overflowing with the love offered

Might the eyes of a child seize hold of each heart

Additionally, may the tingle of excitement enrich our day

May the glory in the son of god being placed upon earth

Present a testament to the strength in love and giving

If we stroll in shoes not yet tattered

Shall the hearts of angels perform the song of heaven

May the day be one of love, fellowship, and giving

A song in the heart, a twinkle in an eye,

And an embrace of never-ending love be in your day

As god has given us his son, and in his son

Given us this day to celebrate his unsoiled love

Shall Christmas be the beginning to a rebirth in love and cherishing

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A christmas gift

A child was born

For all to be saved

A gift of the heart

God’s gift he devote

Our Savior in a manger

His love he does adorn

Peace to all

A wish more pure

Just A moment to confer

In his name we do share

The message is bright

The love, such a beautiful sight

In love we share

In his love we cherish

Blessings beyond the imagination

For a day, a moment in time

We share in his love

We share in his gift

 

 

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